My Aura Aurora

what i wouldn’t give to
be a shimmering cloud of blue & silver
crimson lightning
you know
this storm of wasps inside
my meat is making things
complex

a bag of blood is well & good
but still
sometimes i’d like to
be less weighed down
less broken
less flushed in the face
less sweat in the night

although
you know
sweaty can be fun too